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I welcome back to Emo Dojo.
It's Saturday, November twenty eight. How
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are you? It's great to have
you here and it's great to be here.
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Like just in general, feeling better
than I did yesterday. So I
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had a little interaction my mom,
at turned out, called me on the
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telephone after I'd gone to bed the
other night, after I had completed the
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podcast. I was talking about being
all lonely on Thanksgiving and she said she
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hadn't got my video and chalked it
up to technical difficulty. So that felt
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better hearing from her and just chat
chatting with her a bit on Messenger and
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of course I heard from my one
of my son's, which is always great
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because he's the quiet one and when
he replies that's saying a lot. So
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I did hear from some people on
Thanksgiving and then yesterday we talked a lot
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about the lifted, the get liftedcom, the neurostimulation device. So today I
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was a yeah to generally feeling better, until I got I don't really do
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facebook, so a lot of times
people try to contact me through there and
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ends up being days or weeks until
I reply. I got like thirty friends
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maybe tops, and I saw a
message today from one of my really close
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friends. Like when I was kicked
out of my house, there's been like
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two families that took me in.
Rai's family, Ray Lavoue, he's my
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music director, he's responsible for the
theme music. You hear. His family
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took me in and then when I
wore his mom out, I moved to
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Sacramento and was ultimately taken in by
a kind family called the grahams. Well,
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that was so they're those people are
like brothers and sisters. To meet
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the Grahams and in fact my buddy
Steve, he met his wife and I
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think they were married at like seventeen, seventeen, eighteen, and they're still
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married today. So That's how long
I've known them, since they were dating.
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Like we used to go visit let's
call her d. So we go
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down and visit the in this tiny
little town called Galt. We drive all
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the way from Zacramento down to Galt
and I can't remember how my buddy,
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my brother Steve, originally met.
Maybe on a school trip or, I
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don't know, a football game somehow, because back in the day, unless
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you knew somebody in that town,
there was really no way to meet another
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person. That was definitely no internet, no email, no social media for
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sure. So it was saying a
lot for them to have found each other
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and to have stuck together this long. Anyway, she posted this morning that
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she was in the hospital and that
the whole family had caught covid and she
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was on oxygen. So I would
really upset by that, as you tend
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to be right. And of course
she's like the angel that we all knew.
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She's like most like my sister of
anybody I know, like when I
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would fall out and just be near
homeless, she would take me in.
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She wouldn't have to convince Steve do
but she would be the one to volunteer
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to like Steve was my mic of
my brother, and we never had to
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he didn't have to convince us to
accept d into the group of guys.
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She was one of us. So
if I've ever one of us was out
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and out, down and out,
D was there to say, Hey,
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come on, we got space,
will help you out all that. So
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it seems especially unjust that she would
get sick enough to need oxygen in a
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hospital. Anyway, wherever you are
on this planet, if you could steer
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some of your positive vibes toward the
Sacramento California area whenever you get a chance
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and think about just think D in
your head. All right, thank you.
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And sometimes you get in that space
where you don't talk to your friends
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or family for months or years.
Right, just the way life happens,
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especially when you have a mental illness, as you tend to crawl into your
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own world and stay there so you
don't spread your toxic energy to other people.
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So I was like, Geez,
I have I want to hear from
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these people. I want to talk
to my friends again. Anyway, I
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had planned to make Chili today and
so I'm like, well, fuck it,
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I'm going to hook up the facebook
live but the camera on a stand
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and just go chop the vegetables to
make the Chili. So I started to
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make the Chili and guess who pops
up watching my live stream of chopping vegetables
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and peppers? It's D so it
kind of warmed my heart quite a bit.
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And then my brother Steve popped into
so they apparently communicating through messenger or
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whatnot. One sick in bed,
one sick in the hospital. So I
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wish you guys the best of luck. I don't think you've listened to this
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podcast, but I'm trying to spread
good vibes good energy to you and I
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hope you're better quickly. So it
was anyway between me and you. I
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thought it was awesome kind of synchronicity
that they would just pop up, probably
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bored in bed, honestly, because
they're they're otherwise healthy, and I think
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the oxygen is supplemental and not healthy. Healthy. They're healthy humans generally speaking,
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aside from the COVID that they're suffering
through. So I think they're like
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sick people in bed, the traditional
sick person in bed, and I thought
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it was cool that they were able
to watch me make some chilly and you
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know, the little things mean a
lot both to me and maybe to them.
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So my point being, Hey,
if you're thinking of just doing something
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random, putting together some Lego,
making Chili, playing with the puzzle or
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doing a board game, maybe stick
a camera on that and show it to
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your social streams. Maybe some old
friends might pop in and say hi.
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So tomorrow I'm going to interview a
cancer survivor and that won't be part of
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this actual show feed. I'll put
that on a different show feed. I'm
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working on collecting interviews for that's going
to be interesting. But the developer of
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the lifted neurostimulation device, he emailed
me back. His name's can, by
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the way, but I'm going to
make some time for can and see what's
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up. I have questions about his
device and he probably just wants to have,
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you know, a conversation about how
I want to use it or whatever.
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Now I just I'm curious and he's
probably equally curious. I was doing
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my due diligence because invariably after we
talk there's no reason why he should not
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come on this show, like I'm
sure you guys want to hear from them,
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especially by the time I finished wearing
it for several days see if it's
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helpful at all for depression or Adhd. So we'll see anyway, if he
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comes on. I was thinking,
I Geez, I got to like actually
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look into this whole thing, and
the best way to do that is just
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typing the thing you're talking about and
then the word scam. So I went
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and looked up neuro stimulation scam.
Now there's not a scamital. Apparently there's
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one device on scam detector or scam
report and it looks like it's just a
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shady company making a crappy version of
a device. I mean, don't order
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a device from the fucking website that
has no address or no phone number and
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stick gets electrodes on your head.
Will Duh. Anybody can make electures.
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You can go hook car batteries your
head. Don't do that. Don't buy
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a junky thing from a company that's
not known. Yeah, because there are
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scammy companies for sure, but generally
speaking neurostimulation not a scam. I couldn't
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find anything on the Internet that said
anything about it being a scam at all,
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which is cool. Plenty of places, in my estimation, are just
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marketing them poorly. They're using words
that they that they can't back up,
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and that's never a good thing.
I think a lot of them are fearful
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of going straight to the mental health
market because it seems so limiting, because
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a lot of people with mental health
problems don't speak up about them and the
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general stigma against mental illnesses. But
I did find some research I definitely want
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to talk to Ken about. Mostly
revolves around the locations being stimulated. One
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concern I read about in the in
scientific paper that made sense to me was
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what happens if you reverse the Poles. What happens? So, for example,
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so you have a symmetrical device,
and this device is fairly symmetrical,
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you could easily flip it upside down
in the button would be on the other
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side if you weren't following directions.
My point is, though, what if
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you did that? Is there any
damage? I don't think there's damage.
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Will it affect your brain differently?
possibly. Here's the interesting thing. There
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is no indication or proof or research
how this kind of neurostimulation affects lefthanded people
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differently from righthanded people. And before
you go thinking left brain, right brain,
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hold it, hold it. The
most recent research basically says the left
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brain, right brain, creative versus
analytical or whatever. That's all bullshit.
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Not all bullshit, but at such
an oversimplification of the way things work as
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to be inaccurate. The brain operates
not in single notes at a time or
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single hemispheres. There's multiple parts of
the brain and they talk to each other
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simultaneously, more like chords of music, multiple to multiple notes. Multiple nodes
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of your brain communicate with each other
simultaneously, depending on the activity but there
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is a difference in the brains between
lefthanded and righthanded people. That's not to
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say I mean I'm not even sure
I believe in the rhetoric that lefthanded people
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are more creative and righthanded people are
more analytical. I don't. I don't
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think that's accurate. Honestly, I
think it's been disproven by now. But
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there's clearly a difference, even a
physiological difference, in lefthand and right hand.
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For example, I was born lefthanded. In the kindergarten and first grade
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when they taught me to write,
they continually moved the Pencil back to my
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right hand, at one point even
rubber banding the Pencil to my right hand
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so that I just couldn't move it
back over to my left hand to right.
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Even to this day I formed my
letters in a strange way, typically
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from the bottom up with my right
hand. Anyway, not a big deal,
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except for sports mechanics. For example, I bat and golf, hockey,
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things like that standing righthanded, but
my swing sucks. I have no
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natural body mechanical swing in that direction. When I try it from the left
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hand I feel so awkward I don't. There might be a correct body mechanics
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happening there lefthanded wise, but I
can't find it where. I really noticed
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it, though, is shooting long
guns. My eyes do not line up.
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If I try to aim righthanded,
just doesn't work. I see two
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visions. If I hold the rifle
on my left side up against my left
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shoulder, everything lines up perfectly.
So that tells me there is something physiological,
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at least with the vision in the
vision is closely associated with the brain.
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So I'm I'm still curious about the
effects of a neurostimulation device on righthanded
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versus lefthanded people, because as a
drummer, I would really like to continue
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to bolster my lefthandedness. As a
drummer I've always been kind of ambidextrous,
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like the things. I can play
righthanded, I can play lefthanded, I
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can sit down at a righthanded kit
and play it lefthanded and sit at a
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lefthanded kit and play it righthanded.
You get the idea. My fourway independence
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sucks. If you're a drummer you
know what I'm talking about. But I
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can do things symmetrically left and right, which is kind of cool when you
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putting on a show. Anyway,
all that aside, I want to enhance
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the ambidextrousness and to the extent that
that might be possible with neurostimulation. I
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want to know, for example,
the great buddy rich, one of the
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best drummers that has ever lived,
never shook people's hands with the right hand.
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He insisted on shaking with the left. He wanted to build lefthand dominance
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to outweigh, or at least balance
out his natural right hand dominance. So,
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by the same token, I'm really
curious, with neurostimulation, if we
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could change the polls back and forth
or if you could just order a lefthanded
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or righthanded model. That's what I'm
getting at. That seems like it might
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be beyond what we're able to do, but I think it might be a
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good step in the right direction.
The one thing I wanted to bring up
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especially about neurostimulation and the parts of
your brain it stimulates, about like cannabis
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and also pharmaceutical drugs, since each
of our brains is so vastly different.
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I think the Holy Grail for all
of these treatments to what ails us is
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customization and frankly, I think we'll
get there in ten years on all of
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these things, on cannabis, on
electro stimulation, eurostimulation and on pharmaceuticals.
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The thing is right now none of
them are customized enough to truly help people
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enough for everyone to say Whoa,
that's the thing. So clearly, overnoming
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yourself with pharmaceuticals or cannabis or Zapping
your brain maybe not enough, because you
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know there's a level of safety and
unless it's customized, you kind of have
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to turn that level down to the
lowest combat denominator so nobody will get hurt.
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But I think some people with thicker
skulls, literally thicker skulls, might
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need more different brain parts might need
deeper stimulation and different voltages and things like
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that. So until we can start
customizing these devices or the nature of cannabis,
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I know about cannabis because I work
in a cannabis processing lab and the
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newest marketing craze and cannabis is instead
of calling it out by Indicut or sativa,
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they're starting to call it out by
what they think. It makes you
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feel like relax, focused, calm. That sort of thing. The problem
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there is again it's kind of bullshit
marketing, because until these drugs are finely
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tuned and customized per the individual,
there's no way those terms are going to
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be accurate. So, similar to
the drugs that the pharmacies give you every
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day, you know they're not helping
all that you need, but in the
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future they might, and in the
future neurostimulation will do the same thing.
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So it really comes back down to
like who owns electricity? electricities cheap?
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You could. You could get a
neurostimulation device and live off the grid and
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power the thing was solar energy and
clear your mind completely. This is these
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are the things I think about,
especially if your device, say five,
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six, seven years from now,
has been custom tuned to your brain and
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can be software updated based on its
feedback every three or four months, checks
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in on your brain sees what you
need. People think this is scary and
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that's because we live in kind of
the Beta technology times right now. I
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definitely have faith in technology, but
I definitely believe we live in the shittiest
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era of technology ever. We are
completely a Beta society. We're being tested
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on day and day out. Things
don't work, things break. Things are
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complicated. It's elibance of bullshit.
In the future this will all be flawless
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and technology will have proven to be
a huge benefit to society, especially with
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regards to health. So we're basically
waiting for government approval of these devices in
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the medical field and for science to
advance to the point where we have nanotechnology
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that the can pin point different areas
to research and what things we can apply
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to those areas of the brain,
especially with regards to mental health, longevity,
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dementia problems, things like Epilepsi.
Seize your disorders, brain injury,
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trauma, anxiety, depression, the
whole thing. There will be cures for
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all this by twenty forty. We
just need to hang in there and test
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the things like help out the companies
that are at least trying. So I
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look forward to talking with can add
lifted and I'm going to go put my
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device on right now and go watch
a Tom Hanks World War Two movie.
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So, yeah, it sounds like
a nice evening right. My Chili's done
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cooking. Maybe have a bowl of
chilli. A bowl of Chili and again
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I send out my love to the
grams of Sacramento. Get well soon.
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Look forward to seeing you in person
in two thousand and twenty one chowel.
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And now back to the wall.