Meet "Regular G" (formerly known as "G-Shock")

WEBVTT 1 00:00:04.120 --> 00:00:08.400 What's up friends, it's a me, a johnny emotions. How you do 2 00:00:08.480 --> 00:00:14.160 it? I've been stressed out and troubled. I just didn't want to share 3 00:00:14.240 --> 00:00:19.039 it because you can't really help and some of these things you just have to 4 00:00:19.039 --> 00:00:23.039 figure out yourself in life. And then I got a text from my buddy 5 00:00:23.359 --> 00:00:29.839 g shock and he was going through some troubles as well. So, you 6 00:00:29.839 --> 00:00:32.880 know, as a friend and a brother, you know you kind of got 7 00:00:32.880 --> 00:00:37.640 to do your thing and sometimes if you help others and just listen to them, 8 00:00:37.759 --> 00:00:41.840 tends to make your own problems fade off in the back. Not that 9 00:00:41.920 --> 00:00:44.600 anyone's problems are more important than the others, it just, you know, 10 00:00:44.799 --> 00:00:50.000 thinking about something else other than your own problems, including me somebody else's, 11 00:00:50.079 --> 00:00:54.000 sometimes makes you both feel better. So if you have a friend that ever 12 00:00:54.079 --> 00:00:59.280 wants to just talk and be heard, get something off their shoulders, try 13 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:02.920 listening to them. So anyway, yeah, we had a cool conversation. 14 00:01:03.039 --> 00:01:08.480 He was basically, you know, somewhat rejected because, you know, dating 15 00:01:08.480 --> 00:01:12.640 things, let's put it that way. And I was parents, you know, 16 00:01:14.040 --> 00:01:17.519 he's been on the show before. He is dealing with his mother, 17 00:01:17.680 --> 00:01:22.079 recently passed and his dad recently fell and hurt himself. So you know, 18 00:01:22.159 --> 00:01:26.879 we're grown ups, but it's still we have responsibilities like our parents when they're 19 00:01:26.920 --> 00:01:30.879 ailing, and I'm no doubt that is stressed in him out. So anyway, 20 00:01:32.040 --> 00:01:34.920 I said, yeah, let's talk and ask them if you minded if 21 00:01:34.959 --> 00:01:40.359 we recorded the conversation in case sounded like a podcast. And you know when 22 00:01:40.359 --> 00:01:42.159 I tell them that, he talks like it's a podcast. So of course 23 00:01:42.400 --> 00:01:46.400 made a podcast out of it. We talked for like two hours. I'm 24 00:01:46.439 --> 00:01:49.159 just going to chop some of this up and give it to you. I'm 25 00:01:49.200 --> 00:01:52.079 working on a new idea I'm not whether. I'm not sure whether to put 26 00:01:52.120 --> 00:01:56.519 it in this podcast feed or a different one, but I'm open to your 27 00:01:56.519 --> 00:02:00.319 feedback. I'm trying to get recurring cohosts. They don't always have to be 28 00:02:00.400 --> 00:02:04.400 the same exact person, but what I'm trying to just like get four or 29 00:02:04.400 --> 00:02:08.639 five, maybe even six people, all of various backgrounds and abilities, different 30 00:02:08.680 --> 00:02:13.919 superheroes kind of thing, and then anyone podcast should have maybe three or four 31 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:16.879 of us. That way there's not a whole bunch of pressure for you know, 32 00:02:17.000 --> 00:02:20.439 basically, so somebody could take a week off if they didn't want to 33 00:02:20.439 --> 00:02:23.400 record ors had something to do and still feel like they're part of the band, 34 00:02:23.560 --> 00:02:28.879 and I've got a handful of people. So Gar is one of them 35 00:02:28.919 --> 00:02:31.199 and the others I won't name yet, but I'm trying to get a diverse 36 00:02:31.319 --> 00:02:35.800 group of people because I don't like to listen to podcast that are all white 37 00:02:35.879 --> 00:02:39.120 dudes. It's just a thing I would prefer. I want some I think 38 00:02:39.159 --> 00:02:44.759 of voices as seasoning, let's call it, and if I just hear two 39 00:02:44.840 --> 00:02:46.960 white dudes on a podcast, it's like all salt. I mean I need 40 00:02:46.960 --> 00:02:52.800 more variety, I need some different spices in the mix. So I'm always 41 00:02:52.800 --> 00:02:58.520 looking for different cultural perspectives and that sort of thing. Makes Sense. That's 42 00:02:58.520 --> 00:03:00.360 trying to be weird about it. It just like I prefer. I want 43 00:03:00.400 --> 00:03:02.479 to make a show that I would hear, that I would want to listen 44 00:03:02.520 --> 00:03:07.039 to, and that's the one thing that I miss in most podcasts is a 45 00:03:07.159 --> 00:03:10.520 variety of voices. Some I'm working on that. All the other things I 46 00:03:10.599 --> 00:03:15.280 we've talked about in the past still pushing forward, but you know, when 47 00:03:15.360 --> 00:03:21.199 you're sick it's hard to find good days to make progress. But everything is 48 00:03:21.240 --> 00:03:23.879 kind of moving forward. I have some huge hurdles I have to deal with 49 00:03:23.960 --> 00:03:30.039 now that I was unexpected and man, big pain in my ass. Whatever, 50 00:03:30.439 --> 00:03:35.199 get through it. Work is going okay. I mean it's fine, 51 00:03:35.319 --> 00:03:40.120 like it's normal. Things are actually more fun at work than in the past. 52 00:03:40.159 --> 00:03:44.080 It's stressful, though, because our whole industry in this particular state is 53 00:03:44.120 --> 00:03:49.120 going through a huge change. It's big evolution. They're finally starting to, 54 00:03:50.759 --> 00:03:53.560 you know, regulate our market and a lot of the people are just freaking 55 00:03:53.639 --> 00:03:59.479 out about it and there's so much uncertainty and confusion about the software everybody has 56 00:03:59.520 --> 00:04:03.439 to use. That's a big thing. Fortunately, I'm pretty adept at some 57 00:04:03.520 --> 00:04:06.360 of that, at least my part of it now and the role I'm in, 58 00:04:08.000 --> 00:04:11.439 so that's okay. You know, I read a lot about different, 59 00:04:11.960 --> 00:04:16.040 you know, brain conditions and concepts. Have you heard of the term Alexa 60 00:04:16.120 --> 00:04:23.959 Thymia? It's spelled pretty much like it sounds, Alexei, Al Xi Thymia, 61 00:04:23.959 --> 00:04:30.959 thy am I a Alexa thymia. So it's a concept that means no 62 00:04:30.120 --> 00:04:34.839 words for feelings and so obviously, like many concepts, it runs on a 63 00:04:34.839 --> 00:04:41.360 spectrum. But I thought about it a lot when will Smith slapped Chris Rock. 64 00:04:41.399 --> 00:04:44.480 You know, a couple months ago now, because I'm like, yeah, 65 00:04:44.519 --> 00:04:46.399 that happens a lot, not on TV, obviously. That's that's why 66 00:04:46.480 --> 00:04:49.560 it made it such a spectacle. But you know, people just lose it, 67 00:04:49.600 --> 00:04:56.920 they go off. There is one term called ieed, intermittent explosive disorder. 68 00:04:56.959 --> 00:05:01.160 That's actually a named disorder, but obviously that's, you know, a 69 00:05:01.279 --> 00:05:06.360 result of not having words for your emotions and a lot of times we run 70 00:05:06.360 --> 00:05:13.879 into emotions that we just don't have words for and sometimes people start to express 71 00:05:13.959 --> 00:05:19.879 themselves physically, as in violence. So I think it's important to remember how 72 00:05:19.879 --> 00:05:28.199 important education is and to let people speak their minds and develop words and conversations 73 00:05:28.240 --> 00:05:33.759 that let them express themselves holy and fully, because if people aren't trained to 74 00:05:33.839 --> 00:05:38.920 use their words to express themselves and end up with a condition, not a 75 00:05:38.959 --> 00:05:42.600 condition, end up in this state of Alexithymia where they have no words for 76 00:05:42.759 --> 00:05:46.040 their emotions, they're going to act out, they going to be like well, 77 00:05:46.040 --> 00:05:50.399 I can mentioned will Smith. It's minor example, a school shooter a 78 00:05:50.519 --> 00:05:55.680 much, much bigger example. They just don't have words for their feelings so 79 00:05:55.759 --> 00:05:59.800 they just take it out on others. It's I'm not saying racism or homicidal 80 00:05:59.800 --> 00:06:03.720 maniacts necessarily have a specific mental illness up until the moment that they snap, 81 00:06:03.720 --> 00:06:08.680 because a lot of them just don't. I'm saying, their inability to express 82 00:06:08.720 --> 00:06:12.600 themselves in words is often what brings them to the breaking point, or even 83 00:06:12.600 --> 00:06:16.720 on the grand scale, like in Russia with Putin. Who knows what what 84 00:06:16.800 --> 00:06:21.839 breaking point he hit, but he apparently has no words for his emotions, 85 00:06:21.839 --> 00:06:27.800 so he sees fit to annihilate people by the tens of thousands. And so 86 00:06:28.000 --> 00:06:30.680 when I talk to Garrett today, you know, bringing it back down to 87 00:06:30.720 --> 00:06:33.360 reality, a lot of times, like I just don't have words for the 88 00:06:33.360 --> 00:06:38.439 emotions I'm feeling as I grow and evolve and kind of work on myself. 89 00:06:38.720 --> 00:06:42.439 I mean I still have I still have bipolar like that doesn't go away. 90 00:06:42.519 --> 00:06:46.399 Still have adhd and PTSD at those things don't go away. I'm still have 91 00:06:46.680 --> 00:06:50.240 trouble trying to find words for some emotions that I have. And when you're 92 00:06:50.279 --> 00:06:54.519 in new situation, sometimes new things come up that you just have it ever 93 00:06:54.600 --> 00:07:00.680 experienced and therefore you really don't have words for those emotions. So support, 94 00:07:00.800 --> 00:07:05.839 education, learn lots of words, practice talking to other people, have conversations, 95 00:07:05.839 --> 00:07:11.079 and let people speak their mind without interrupting those kind of things. You 96 00:07:11.120 --> 00:07:15.759 know, that can reinvent the art of conversation. I think it's been sorely 97 00:07:15.839 --> 00:07:19.040 lacking. Like how many houses have conversation pits anymore? Do you know what 98 00:07:19.079 --> 00:07:23.639 a conversation pit is? I remember seeing some of these and some of my 99 00:07:23.639 --> 00:07:27.680 parents cooler friends houses back when I was really, really young in the like 100 00:07:28.279 --> 00:07:30.199 S, and you'd walk into a house and some part of the house, 101 00:07:30.199 --> 00:07:33.199 like the living room or whatever, it would step down like two or three 102 00:07:33.199 --> 00:07:38.959 steps into an area, often just surrounded by a couch built into the side 103 00:07:39.040 --> 00:07:43.240 of the wall and it was just the area designed for having conversations. It 104 00:07:43.279 --> 00:07:48.600 was called a conversation pit. Go to a Google image search for conversation pit. 105 00:07:49.319 --> 00:07:51.600 Super Cool. You'll love it. You're probably going to want one in 106 00:07:51.639 --> 00:07:57.279 your next custom built house. I know I do. Whenever. That is 107 00:07:57.439 --> 00:08:00.839 rotten. Never but whatever Sur priority. If I ever have my own house, 108 00:08:00.839 --> 00:08:03.959 I'm going to figure out a way to build a conversation pit and we're 109 00:08:03.959 --> 00:08:07.000 just going to go in there and people will talk. So, speaking of 110 00:08:07.000 --> 00:08:11.639 people talking, this is just a episode here of my buddy Gary and I 111 00:08:11.680 --> 00:08:16.959 haven't a conversation like two dudes working things out amongst each other and of course 112 00:08:16.959 --> 00:08:20.040 we digress and in many directions. A lot of that's just distraction so we 113 00:08:20.319 --> 00:08:26.680 feel better in the moment. But Anyway, this is Gary in the emo 114 00:08:26.920 --> 00:08:33.559 O Joe. Oh my God, God, fucking nothing, man, I 115 00:08:33.559 --> 00:08:37.279 got nothing. Dude, I have a forgot. So I relate to your 116 00:08:37.320 --> 00:08:39.039 shitty week. I said, I think the difference that I've determined while I 117 00:08:39.039 --> 00:08:43.080 was driving around today is because I work in sales and have for like two 118 00:08:43.159 --> 00:08:48.279 years. I think I've gotten used to rejection more than I have, because 119 00:08:48.320 --> 00:08:52.799 I fucking hate being rejected. I fucking hate it. I that will do 120 00:08:52.840 --> 00:08:56.360 a hate not getting my way in general, because I'm me right, love 121 00:08:56.399 --> 00:08:58.480 getting mys I don't even love getting my way, I hate not not getting 122 00:08:58.519 --> 00:09:01.000 my way. When I get my way, I think that's baseline. That's 123 00:09:01.000 --> 00:09:05.440 flat. I should always get my way. If I don't, fucking pissed 124 00:09:05.159 --> 00:09:09.360 and then I take it personally and stuff. But Fair enough. So I 125 00:09:09.440 --> 00:09:13.679 get rejected at work all the time, not by my employs but by customers 126 00:09:13.720 --> 00:09:18.279 or potential customers like that whatever. I like fuck, fuck, meaning when 127 00:09:18.320 --> 00:09:20.320 you drive out to some place you're just like fuck, I used to get 128 00:09:20.320 --> 00:09:22.799 my hot hopes up. It's going to be a new customer, and now 129 00:09:24.000 --> 00:09:26.600 I just like no, just fucking hit the numbers, just fucking keep going. 130 00:09:26.639 --> 00:09:28.559 They're going to call. And now when people say hey, you got 131 00:09:28.559 --> 00:09:30.840 a new customer, I'm like okay, cool, going out tomorrow too. 132 00:09:31.360 --> 00:09:33.200 Just you know, it's a numbers thing. And I started to build up 133 00:09:33.200 --> 00:09:37.159 your tough skin, I guess. Yeah, well, it wasn't intentional, 134 00:09:37.320 --> 00:09:41.159 not trying to build up tough skin, but and I started realize it happened 135 00:09:41.200 --> 00:09:46.559 because I was chatting with some chick on like a dating nap and I'm like, 136 00:09:46.600 --> 00:09:48.799 okay, this is going good and it just fucking bails, like not 137 00:09:48.919 --> 00:09:54.000 by not just just deletes, just unmatches and like what the fuck, like 138 00:09:54.120 --> 00:09:56.960 well, welcome, welcome, right the world. Right. I'm like it 139 00:09:58.000 --> 00:10:03.399 could very few are real. So most of them are like these weird Asian 140 00:10:03.440 --> 00:10:07.159 catfish is always like the same picture of the same Asian Chick, like she's 141 00:10:07.200 --> 00:10:09.440 twenty seven in her names, like eighteen different names, and like a fuck 142 00:10:09.519 --> 00:10:15.840 off, and then different names, the same picture, and then I'll find 143 00:10:15.879 --> 00:10:18.240 her account somewhere else and they're all like verified and stuff. I'm like this 144 00:10:18.320 --> 00:10:22.159 is not verify, this is some bullshit, weird, fake, weird, 145 00:10:22.440 --> 00:10:26.600 just whatever shit. And then tons of ugly people just move on through and 146 00:10:26.600 --> 00:10:30.519 then eventually you get to like one that's age appropriate and you'r to to and 147 00:10:30.559 --> 00:10:33.720 you start a conversation and that's where I lose it, because I'm me. 148 00:10:33.000 --> 00:10:37.000 I just talked too much or I don't, can't shut up, I don't 149 00:10:37.039 --> 00:10:39.600 know what the fuck they want to hear. I'm supposed to say. mean, 150 00:10:39.679 --> 00:10:41.039 I don't really care when what they want to hear. I'm just saying 151 00:10:41.080 --> 00:10:45.759 what I think I should say. So right. Yeah, the fucking hurt 152 00:10:45.799 --> 00:10:48.440 me a lot. Not even know how to fucking process and I'm like, 153 00:10:48.440 --> 00:10:52.320 I don't even have words for these emotions, because it's not necessarily sadness. 154 00:10:52.679 --> 00:10:56.799 It's kind of frustration, but it's like a combination of sadness and frustration as 155 00:10:56.919 --> 00:10:58.799 fucked up stuff, like Phil you what the fuck like, because we got 156 00:10:58.840 --> 00:11:01.720 like, dude, I know you say, well, I don't want to 157 00:11:01.759 --> 00:11:05.279 live for very much long. I don't care, but I kind of care 158 00:11:05.320 --> 00:11:09.440 and I think I know you do. A tragic accident. We got easy 159 00:11:09.480 --> 00:11:13.440 twenty more years on planet, maybe fucking forty more years on the planet. 160 00:11:13.480 --> 00:11:18.600 I'm like, I want maybe loan forever. Bro Like I dode, I'm 161 00:11:18.679 --> 00:11:22.559 the loneness. The loneliness, I think, is what's griping it me more 162 00:11:22.639 --> 00:11:28.759 than anything, is because I have gone to bed. Check this out. 163 00:11:28.840 --> 00:11:31.159 I have actually gone to bed, or shall I say, started getting sleepy 164 00:11:31.200 --> 00:11:37.919 eyed around thirty now, and by ten o'clock I'm like fuck it, I'm 165 00:11:37.960 --> 00:11:41.240 going to bed. I'm in bed now reading a book. Dude, that's 166 00:11:41.279 --> 00:11:43.879 some fod for calling us. You know how much, but you know how 167 00:11:43.000 --> 00:11:46.200 much brain, technology and science I read. Going to bed at ten o'clock 168 00:11:46.240 --> 00:11:50.559 is magical. That's a thing a lot of people don't talk about, but 169 00:11:50.559 --> 00:11:52.320 if you get your ass in bed by ten, you're helping your heart and 170 00:11:52.360 --> 00:11:58.840 your mind. I feel it's seriously, dude, I feel exactly what you're 171 00:11:58.919 --> 00:12:01.720 what you're talking about, because because when I'm in bed, I'm like, 172 00:12:01.759 --> 00:12:03.799 all right, ten o'clock, but but see, it's when I wake up 173 00:12:03.840 --> 00:12:09.639 because I'm so in tune with the sun. Oh sure, I'm up now, 174 00:12:09.679 --> 00:12:13.840 at thirty five o'clock. You still this? I've already gotten my six 175 00:12:13.879 --> 00:12:16.879 hours of sleep, and so now, yeah, I'm fucking tossing and turning 176 00:12:16.919 --> 00:12:20.399 and then I look at the clock and it's like five o'clock. I get 177 00:12:20.480 --> 00:12:22.600 up to Piss. Okay, I'm like yeah, all right, I guess 178 00:12:22.600 --> 00:12:26.559 I'm not going to fall asleep again. So really got to find you a 179 00:12:26.639 --> 00:12:28.000 purpose, because you're up and ready. It's like, I'm gonna do it, 180 00:12:28.000 --> 00:12:31.720 just like I was nothing to do what we're we gonna do? Yeah, 181 00:12:31.720 --> 00:12:35.759 exactly. I could go out and try and fucking do what most people 182 00:12:35.919 --> 00:12:39.399 do, and that's jog around the block or jogged down the street or go 183 00:12:39.480 --> 00:12:43.320 jogging or biking or whatever, but I don't. I don't like doing that 184 00:12:43.440 --> 00:12:46.360 in that kind of light, shall we say. Yeah, it's not whore. 185 00:12:46.399 --> 00:12:52.360 I'm so used to I'm so used to getting up at thirty that my 186 00:12:52.879 --> 00:12:58.799 routine usually is get up, piss, fucking grab my water bottle, go 187 00:12:58.879 --> 00:13:03.200 downstairs, fucking mix my men a muse souls. So I fucked regular. 188 00:13:03.720 --> 00:13:07.200 So I name my friend Ru Gee. I'm going to move you fray shocks 189 00:13:07.200 --> 00:13:11.559 to regular g yeah, dude, maybe, yeah, fuck tage it. 190 00:13:11.679 --> 00:13:16.200 I'm fine with that. fucking play regular. Give good for you, man. 191 00:13:16.320 --> 00:13:20.799 I'm glad you came up with something different than shock. I mean, 192 00:13:20.919 --> 00:13:22.879 yes, I'm about. You don't have to. You don't have to live 193 00:13:22.960 --> 00:13:26.879 up to shock that could just live up to regular g yes, exactly. 194 00:13:26.279 --> 00:13:31.600 And you know what, probably some of them that listen our shall I say, 195 00:13:31.639 --> 00:13:35.080 that we get we get around it, around our age, but I 196 00:13:35.240 --> 00:13:41.279 just play. Yeah, I could relate to that. Shut the fuck's going 197 00:13:41.360 --> 00:13:45.519 on there, Walter? What the fuck is going on up? Man, 198 00:13:45.799 --> 00:14:03.480 Gary, Gary, Gary, Um, let's just say this. We had 199 00:14:03.519 --> 00:14:07.720 a neighbor across the street that lived from us that was Polish and she referred 200 00:14:07.679 --> 00:14:09.840 to herself as a poll lock. So right, right, and that was 201 00:14:09.879 --> 00:14:13.240 all the jokes, like a light in third grade. How many pollocks? 202 00:14:13.279 --> 00:14:16.919 But is it the same thing? But, dude, isn't that the same 203 00:14:16.919 --> 00:14:20.679 thing as when certain black? So, yeah, I'm a Nigga, not 204 00:14:20.799 --> 00:14:26.759 a Nigger, a Nigga. I don't yeah, I don't know, because 205 00:14:26.759 --> 00:14:28.960 I don't there's not a thing for me to do with that. Oh like 206 00:14:30.039 --> 00:14:31.759 that. There's something I'd love to have a conversation about. What if they're 207 00:14:31.799 --> 00:14:35.799 fucking the with the black chick and San Francisco just be like, Oh, 208 00:14:35.879 --> 00:14:39.360 yeah, you think of what do you think of the Nigga word? And 209 00:14:39.440 --> 00:14:43.600 I'm not doing this just to bait you, just because you know or I 210 00:14:43.639 --> 00:14:48.039 get it. UH, some have a problem with it and some do not. 211 00:14:50.000 --> 00:14:52.440 So you know, yeah, I mean, Dude, give you notice. 212 00:14:52.440 --> 00:14:56.639 There's fucking black comedians out there. Every other word, Niggah, Nigga, 213 00:14:56.720 --> 00:15:01.399 Oh shit, Nigga, Nigga, AGAD. They're the like, I 214 00:15:01.440 --> 00:15:03.919 think, a black equivalent of us. Just say fucking shit and dude, 215 00:15:05.360 --> 00:15:07.279 like every other word, fucking Shit Dude. Right. So, I mean 216 00:15:07.320 --> 00:15:11.159 I think that's a black person like us, because I'm not. I don't 217 00:15:11.159 --> 00:15:13.519 say their words and they don't. would be weird if I seen a black 218 00:15:13.519 --> 00:15:16.679 guy run around say fucking Shit Dude. I mean people telling me fucking she 219 00:15:16.879 --> 00:15:20.519 do fucking do? They just don't do it like we too. Yeah, 220 00:15:20.759 --> 00:15:24.840 fucking White Guy Voice, hey, fucking shit dude. Yeah, yeah, 221 00:15:24.879 --> 00:15:31.039 they don't do it. They don't do the fucking Shit Dude, man. 222 00:15:31.519 --> 00:15:37.240 But See, I love to say Nigga, please, and I have never 223 00:15:37.279 --> 00:15:41.440 had blowback on it, even saying it to a black person or saying it 224 00:15:41.480 --> 00:15:43.960 to a white person. Now, I've never had blowback about the word knee 225 00:15:45.039 --> 00:15:48.480 grow. Where does this fall in the spectrum? I know it's not currently 226 00:15:48.639 --> 00:15:52.399 the cool words use. But it has. It has knee grow slipped into 227 00:15:52.440 --> 00:15:58.200 the n word category? Do you know? Because because the words Kenna say, 228 00:15:58.360 --> 00:16:02.919 can we NE GROW? I have more heard the word negrow in long 229 00:16:02.960 --> 00:16:07.159 ass time, but in the context of Negro please. That sounds better. 230 00:16:07.200 --> 00:16:12.000 That sounds better than the word you say to me. No, I done 231 00:16:12.039 --> 00:16:17.320 it. I disagree. Okay, okayya, nigut please, Nick Guy, 232 00:16:17.679 --> 00:16:19.679 not or. I got you that. We got me off to keep explaining 233 00:16:19.720 --> 00:16:22.480 that part. You know, it's all connected here. I'm not going to 234 00:16:22.600 --> 00:16:23.879 edit this shit out of context. No, I have to. I have 235 00:16:23.960 --> 00:16:27.759 to just encase with this fucking conversation comes, I know I've gotta get us. 236 00:16:27.879 --> 00:16:30.240 I feel like a wait, somebody knew just walked in the room. 237 00:16:30.240 --> 00:16:33.679 I got to keep reiterating. Yeah, all right, I got you, 238 00:16:33.799 --> 00:16:41.399 I got you. All right. So your contentient is that the way you 239 00:16:41.440 --> 00:16:47.399 say and Igg a please is less offensive than if I say me grow please. 240 00:16:48.279 --> 00:16:52.120 I you know what. I again, I have never had blowback from 241 00:16:52.159 --> 00:16:55.240 it. I don't know. It's not something to be canceled about. PUSS. 242 00:16:55.240 --> 00:16:56.639 We don't sell anything. Nobody can cancel as we will sell anything. 243 00:16:56.679 --> 00:17:00.799 We're not worth anything. Right. That's great. So maybe we'll do leave 244 00:17:00.799 --> 00:17:03.799 it for that. I'm not seeing. I know you're not saying seeing where. 245 00:17:03.879 --> 00:17:07.200 Please, I'm saying Niggat, not like they do. Yeah, Aina, 246 00:17:07.279 --> 00:17:08.880 please, come on, you know. No. So okay, I 247 00:17:08.960 --> 00:17:12.079 for you gotta Roll It, you you can't concentrate on you got a roll. 248 00:17:12.119 --> 00:17:17.000 You just gotta be like Nigga, please. Yeah, subtle and under 249 00:17:17.039 --> 00:17:21.559 your breath, like hoping nobody actually heard you say it, because my way, 250 00:17:21.559 --> 00:17:26.279 my way, requires a kind of loud enunciation. Me Grow please, 251 00:17:26.279 --> 00:17:29.720 you know what I mean. So it requires you to Dork it up a 252 00:17:29.720 --> 00:17:32.559 bit, and I'm not sure if I okay, so I just work it 253 00:17:32.720 --> 00:17:36.039 up yet. Me Grow please. But so, in the great context of 254 00:17:36.079 --> 00:17:38.759 things, I would not say either of those terms in public, but I 255 00:17:38.799 --> 00:17:45.079 do think me grow please in my mind plenty of times, because in my 256 00:17:45.119 --> 00:17:48.440 mind I'd actually don't say the end word either. That's a weird thing. 257 00:17:48.000 --> 00:17:52.440 I'm avoiding me. I have a blackout spot at my frontal lobe right now, 258 00:17:52.440 --> 00:17:56.119 trying to avoid even seeing that words. Groupe please. Yes, so 259 00:17:56.559 --> 00:18:00.480 I don't know. That's that's fascinating. But are there any white people words 260 00:18:00.519 --> 00:18:03.440 that offend you to her? Like no, you can't say that around me, 261 00:18:03.119 --> 00:18:06.880 ever, no, they're not. Don't get you could say you can 262 00:18:06.920 --> 00:18:11.440 say any racist word pertaining cracker, honky. What you know it? Because, 263 00:18:11.519 --> 00:18:15.000 dude, we grow up at the Jefferson's. That Shit. Fuck it. 264 00:18:15.079 --> 00:18:18.319 Yeah, was no, that's realed in our head. Has Humor, 265 00:18:19.119 --> 00:18:22.720 right. I mean how we learned of something the first time is how we 266 00:18:22.759 --> 00:18:25.759 think of it. So we first learned of nuclear energy through a bomb. 267 00:18:25.839 --> 00:18:29.359 So of course, forevermore nuclear energy is bad. But with that now, 268 00:18:29.559 --> 00:18:34.960 yeah, now, if it came out in a way where they're like, 269 00:18:36.039 --> 00:18:40.000 I hate this fucking cracker, ass, cracker, I mean like, I 270 00:18:40.000 --> 00:18:44.720 think, if it comes out just, yeah, exactly, the girl, 271 00:18:44.960 --> 00:18:48.039 it's it's the anger. I think that is the term right there, dude, 272 00:18:48.160 --> 00:18:53.119 cracks there, Gager, the other word, or the girl, the 273 00:18:53.240 --> 00:18:56.319 girl part, is what they hate and we don't like it it. Dude, 274 00:18:56.359 --> 00:19:00.480 Dude, you're a fugue genius. I think you just stumbled upon something 275 00:19:00.519 --> 00:19:03.799 that nobody's talked about before. It's all about the Gur. Yeah, it 276 00:19:03.920 --> 00:19:07.759 is. It's anger, Dude. I mean if you think about cracker, 277 00:19:07.279 --> 00:19:11.759 that's that's fucking anger. You think about Nigger, that's anger. That's just 278 00:19:11.880 --> 00:19:17.319 like fuck these niggers. That's that's how that that, I think, transfers. 279 00:19:17.559 --> 00:19:19.880 It's all in anger. It's like a fucking hate you. So I'm 280 00:19:19.880 --> 00:19:26.279 gonna girl looking dog growling sound. Yeah, okay, totally. I like 281 00:19:26.440 --> 00:19:30.880 this. I like this. I think we're making headway. This is definitely 282 00:19:30.039 --> 00:19:36.000 podcast material. MMM, yes, you're recording it to right. Oh, 283 00:19:36.079 --> 00:19:38.160 yes, Oh, yes, I felt like good gold blue for a second 284 00:19:38.200 --> 00:19:41.680 day. Yes, yes, my like life. We're just going with this. 285 00:19:42.119 --> 00:19:45.319 Well, I like. I like this. Right now, I'd like 286 00:19:45.359 --> 00:19:48.440 to do a piano solo right now on my piano. This girl you speak. 287 00:19:51.160 --> 00:19:53.640 No, it is the girl. Dude, my will, quote unquote, 288 00:19:53.680 --> 00:19:56.240 I hate to say this, by won't, by one and only black 289 00:19:56.319 --> 00:20:00.680 friend when we've had this conversation years ago. I asked him one time. 290 00:20:00.799 --> 00:20:04.720 I'm like, Dude, why is it that the girl part you hate, 291 00:20:04.799 --> 00:20:08.960 but you can say Nigga and he goes, well, the Nigga part came 292 00:20:10.119 --> 00:20:15.599 from us, the girl part came from you guys. So I'm like yeah, 293 00:20:15.359 --> 00:20:18.240 they basically soft it off and they softened off the anger. They softened 294 00:20:18.279 --> 00:20:22.480 off the girl. Yes, they like, we're going to own this word, 295 00:20:22.559 --> 00:20:25.160 but we're going to soften it up so it doesn't remind us of you 296 00:20:25.200 --> 00:20:29.200 fucking angry people that invented yeah, because they don't call each other Nigga Gerrs, 297 00:20:29.319 --> 00:20:32.920 they just like Niggas. This is as Niggas, yeah, or by 298 00:20:32.920 --> 00:20:37.960 their names, like hey, fred, you know whatever. Rarely. Yeah, 299 00:20:38.119 --> 00:20:41.680 that's your Richard prior it is the hard are like. That's what Rafael 300 00:20:41.720 --> 00:20:45.680 and I used to talk about that a lot, just just as roommates, 301 00:20:45.680 --> 00:20:48.680 like yeah, but it was. It was clear and obviously between you and 302 00:20:48.680 --> 00:20:52.400 I it's always been clear too. But it's interesting to talk about it because 303 00:20:52.480 --> 00:20:55.240 all the other words, like when I worked in the juvenile hall, I 304 00:20:55.279 --> 00:21:00.000 heard lots of fucking different names, curse words for white people that I think 305 00:21:00.160 --> 00:21:04.000 they thought were going to hurt my feelings, and I never. I was 306 00:21:04.119 --> 00:21:07.920 kind of made me laugh because they were funny words. Packer right, packer 307 00:21:07.960 --> 00:21:12.519 would way more funny than never offended me. I'm just like, that's funny. 308 00:21:12.559 --> 00:21:15.000 It is. They they could have stopped at Pecker. That would have 309 00:21:15.039 --> 00:21:18.079 been slightly more offensive, but packer would I just think of ha ha ha, 310 00:21:18.960 --> 00:21:22.839 you know, just yeah, they didn't know what that was because they 311 00:21:22.839 --> 00:21:23.880 were too young for that, because they were the kids and I was the 312 00:21:23.880 --> 00:21:27.319 adult, and I think a Pecker of my Dick. Yeah, I'm like 313 00:21:27.440 --> 00:21:30.559 Peckerwood. Okay, why, Redneck Pecker? What I mean? I just 314 00:21:30.599 --> 00:21:33.920 always look, I'm into words. I'm always like fascinated the etymology, Mike, 315 00:21:33.960 --> 00:21:37.880 where did you come up with this? And Kitchen juven hole and the 316 00:21:37.920 --> 00:21:41.880 we're one. What is another thing for a hard Dick? I guess a 317 00:21:41.960 --> 00:21:47.400 peckers after going for hard Dick. Pecker. Well, okay, no, 318 00:21:47.279 --> 00:21:53.200 no, I'm saying that Pecker means Dick in my vocabulary and would means hard 319 00:21:53.240 --> 00:21:57.079 Dick in my vocabulary. So okay, they're basically calling you a dick, 320 00:21:57.119 --> 00:22:02.319 like morning would okay, and did this kind of offensive, like if you're 321 00:22:02.359 --> 00:22:07.279 a Dick? Okay, HMM, I'll take the calling me a Dick. 322 00:22:07.319 --> 00:22:11.880 I'm a Dick. Well, sometimes calling me a hard fucking penis like a 323 00:22:11.960 --> 00:22:15.480 Dick a lot. So I wouldn't really be that offend if someone called me 324 00:22:15.519 --> 00:22:17.759 a Dick. Now, if they call me an Asshole, it would rub 325 00:22:17.759 --> 00:22:22.759 me the wrong way. Yeah, like I'm I'll be a dick. It's 326 00:22:22.839 --> 00:22:25.720 fine, it's okay. Like, well, yeah, you want to be 327 00:22:25.759 --> 00:22:30.519 a big penis because you're the male. So you want to I want to 328 00:22:30.559 --> 00:22:33.240 be a Dick, right. Yeah, look at this. Yeah, you 329 00:22:33.359 --> 00:22:37.279 do, boy, fucking ball motherfucker. I got penis wearing a black shirt, 330 00:22:38.359 --> 00:22:45.079 your big drumstick. Okay. So I also got called blue eyed bitch. 331 00:22:45.200 --> 00:22:51.559 No, blue eyed ghosts, white bitch. Okay. So I think 332 00:22:51.599 --> 00:22:56.279 in some black culture blue eyed ghost is actual fucked up thing to be. 333 00:22:57.319 --> 00:23:02.240 Yes, that. Well, you think a Voodoo Shit or something, I 334 00:23:02.240 --> 00:23:04.319 don't know, because they are like oh little too blue eye ghosts, and 335 00:23:04.359 --> 00:23:21.279 I'm like, that is mostly funny to me. I'm not offended. And 336 00:23:21.400 --> 00:23:22.440 now back to the wall.