John; August 8, 2021

WEBVTT 1 00:00:05.120 --> 00:00:14.269 PPSD. It was for post pandemic stress disorder. So whereas it's a thing. 2 00:00:14.470 --> 00:00:17.469 Yeah, so a lot of people, he thinks, are just going 3 00:00:17.469 --> 00:00:20.429 to go on for years. You know people, and you just listed a 4 00:00:20.469 --> 00:00:24.699 whole bunch of things, you know, like bad news headlines, restricted diet, 5 00:00:24.780 --> 00:00:29.019 restricted social interactions, sitting around in a box, trapped all day, 6 00:00:29.219 --> 00:00:34.100 and fear, fear of germs and fear of the other and political strife and 7 00:00:34.299 --> 00:00:39.009 government intervention and all these things like that. That'll fin and this, this 8 00:00:39.130 --> 00:00:41.969 is going to be the new normal. That's the sad part. Well, 9 00:00:42.009 --> 00:00:49.649 yeah, or what we call a commonplace. It's not. It's just fucked 10 00:00:49.689 --> 00:00:54.640 up to this. Weird to think how everybody's brain has been altered by being 11 00:00:54.719 --> 00:01:00.159 forced inside, due to a pandemic, to stare at screens. Now, 12 00:01:00.399 --> 00:01:03.670 if we didn't have screens to stare at, we'd be reading books. Yeah, 13 00:01:03.829 --> 00:01:08.349 that would probably be better. Yes, most definitely, because they can't 14 00:01:08.349 --> 00:01:11.790 keep changing them up on you and trying to fucking manipulate you for a click 15 00:01:11.870 --> 00:01:17.549 or like or a notification if it's a book. Yeah, exactly, and 16 00:01:17.790 --> 00:01:26.540 your brain interprets what it is you feel or my God, don't I see, 17 00:01:26.700 --> 00:01:30.700 see, but when you're reading those words, your brain starts painting a 18 00:01:30.780 --> 00:01:34.010 picture your own way. You're not affluence. It has to anything else outside 19 00:01:34.209 --> 00:01:38.129 just rice those words. Yeah, I like that a lot. Yeah, 20 00:01:38.209 --> 00:01:42.769 me too. Me Too. I remember reading the Star Wars Book before the 21 00:01:42.890 --> 00:01:48.680 movie came out and trying to figure out what the fuck is that word? 22 00:01:48.799 --> 00:01:52.200 TATTOOINE? Like, I didn't. There's a many words in that book. 23 00:01:52.200 --> 00:01:56.719 I'm like all the RON system. Okay, Oh, you read the Star 24 00:01:56.799 --> 00:01:59.760 Wars Books. Yeah, likes R to D to. Obviously was just spelled 25 00:01:59.799 --> 00:02:02.189 out like it is in same with see three, pio, hand solo or 26 00:02:02.269 --> 00:02:07.430 the haunt. I thought was hand Solo. Luke skywalker was easy. Princess 27 00:02:07.469 --> 00:02:09.909 Leah, I thought it was so. Yeah, yeah, it turned out 28 00:02:09.949 --> 00:02:13.310 to be Laya. But you know when, year over year, nine or 29 00:02:13.310 --> 00:02:15.060 ten years old and then we cla. Yeah, and when you're when you're 30 00:02:15.099 --> 00:02:22.099 just approaching ten, eleven years old, you're like Princess Leamy. Yeah, 31 00:02:22.379 --> 00:02:25.219 Oh, yeah, especially after the movie came out, like Whoa, foxy 32 00:02:25.300 --> 00:02:34.770 Skywalker, foxy lady with the Buns, those Nice Oh oh, better get 33 00:02:34.770 --> 00:02:43.449 that out of there. Something's on the railroad tracks. I got it watching 34 00:02:43.530 --> 00:02:46.840 the audio our audio is it's being recorded going across the screen and I noticed 35 00:02:47.000 --> 00:02:52.199 in one of the tracks there's a piece of audio in the way. Better 36 00:02:52.280 --> 00:02:54.199 move it, click, you're going to get recorded over. I'm not sure 37 00:02:54.240 --> 00:02:59.909 what it is. Got Out of the way, though. I think it 38 00:03:00.030 --> 00:03:04.189 was the outro or and now back to the wow, that guy, and 39 00:03:04.389 --> 00:03:09.550 now back to the wall. That's good. The Mo if you had. 40 00:03:09.669 --> 00:03:15.419 Well, yeah, you're doing you're doing some really cool ten minute podcast things. 41 00:03:15.460 --> 00:03:23.180 I'm enjoying listening to your perspective flow. It's work, man, but 42 00:03:23.860 --> 00:03:28.050 you know, I'm getting faster editing. That's good. Well, yeah, 43 00:03:28.090 --> 00:03:30.330 you don't have a fucking hour to deal with. Your just, you know, 44 00:03:31.090 --> 00:03:35.169 spewing it out and it sounds like you're not doing you're doing it all 45 00:03:35.210 --> 00:03:38.009 in one take. You're not like shit, that suck, let me start 46 00:03:38.009 --> 00:03:42.080 over. Yeah, for sure. Yeah, and that's why I'm saying that's 47 00:03:42.560 --> 00:03:45.919 bit of ball and thing. Sometimes I flew a word and I'll repeat the 48 00:03:45.960 --> 00:03:49.280 word and just chop it out. But yeah, now loving a word is 49 00:03:49.759 --> 00:03:53.039 no big fucking deal. Dude. You got exempt of love the words so, 50 00:03:53.599 --> 00:03:55.750 so, so bad. I just you go pull one of those. 51 00:03:57.870 --> 00:04:00.669 Let me literally. Sometimes I fuck up a word so bad I got to 52 00:04:00.710 --> 00:04:03.189 like flipper my tongue and my lips together to get it out, whatever was 53 00:04:03.270 --> 00:04:06.110 in there, get it out of the way. Welcome to my world, 54 00:04:06.150 --> 00:04:13.539 where sometimes my brain puts the second word first. Yeah, just pouring out 55 00:04:13.580 --> 00:04:16.500 of your fucking brain down towards your mount mouth, I'll muscles or whatever, 56 00:04:16.899 --> 00:04:20.220 and I can't see it. My eyes aren't back there watching it come out. 57 00:04:20.259 --> 00:04:23.660 I'm like, Oh, here it comes a word. I'm going to 58 00:04:23.699 --> 00:04:28.449 regret it now. I don't use to say words. I regret what I 59 00:04:29.009 --> 00:04:32.850 my biggest crime and grammar is using the wrong word all sometimes I'll use a 60 00:04:32.970 --> 00:04:36.569 word that sounds like the word I meant, but it means something totally different, 61 00:04:36.610 --> 00:04:40.319 which could make a difference if I'm saying, yeah, you need to 62 00:04:40.399 --> 00:04:44.839 get your virus shot, like that. Yeah, but you don't get caught 63 00:04:44.839 --> 00:04:47.079 up in your head. You just let it flow out, which normal people 64 00:04:47.120 --> 00:04:53.149 do. And then there's people like myself that's second guess, and think Whoa, 65 00:04:53.389 --> 00:04:56.310 okay, that's yeah, I have to stop myself. That's not the 66 00:04:56.430 --> 00:05:01.949 correct word. So I I correct myself during the thought. Right. You're 67 00:05:01.990 --> 00:05:04.709 like, HMM, is that right? Let me, let me Google that 68 00:05:04.870 --> 00:05:09.060 look totally. I do that when I write, is for sure. When 69 00:05:09.100 --> 00:05:11.899 I write. I'll got the thesaurus up when I write all the time because 70 00:05:11.899 --> 00:05:14.620 I'm like, I want to use a cool word, but I just used 71 00:05:14.620 --> 00:05:16.379 the word that meant the same thing, so I got to find a different 72 00:05:16.420 --> 00:05:20.420 word. Yeah, yeah, but you free flow out. You're not writing 73 00:05:20.449 --> 00:05:26.490 that shit down and like reading it and absorbing it, are you? No, 74 00:05:27.649 --> 00:05:32.050 no, Hey, no, no way, Jose do that drove me 75 00:05:32.089 --> 00:05:38.360 crazy when I tried to do a fucking podcast with Rafael. I want to 76 00:05:38.399 --> 00:05:41.439 do what I like to do, just talk, like let's bring up an 77 00:05:41.439 --> 00:05:46.160 idea and talk about it. And his ASS. He saw when you want 78 00:05:46.160 --> 00:05:48.399 to do this and I'm like yeah, ten o'clock tomorrow morning's fine. It's 79 00:05:48.439 --> 00:05:50.269 like, okay, well, let me know because I'm going to need some 80 00:05:50.310 --> 00:05:55.430 time. And I'm like okay, okay, ten o'clock tomorrow more. That's 81 00:05:55.470 --> 00:05:58.350 what I was thinking about. All right, whatever, Dude. So I 82 00:05:58.430 --> 00:06:03.540 see him up like two am, fucking high, cocaine, probably smoking his 83 00:06:03.620 --> 00:06:06.139 cigaretto on the couch. Is Type, type, type, type, type, 84 00:06:06.379 --> 00:06:09.459 and my to what the fuck, what's going on? And he's like, 85 00:06:09.660 --> 00:06:11.420 dude, I don't know. If I'm going to be ready by ten 86 00:06:11.540 --> 00:06:15.660 am and like ready for what? Like for a podcast? Like what do 87 00:06:15.740 --> 00:06:18.370 you mean? Stay? got a scrap on the hello and all. Yeah, 88 00:06:18.449 --> 00:06:21.569 it's like I got half the First Section written and I'm like Oh my 89 00:06:21.689 --> 00:06:24.970 God. I'm like yeah, don't worry too much about that, dude. 90 00:06:24.970 --> 00:06:28.930 So the next day put on the mic and he just starts read from a 91 00:06:29.009 --> 00:06:32.360 script. Sounds exactly like he's reading from a script. I'm like yeah, 92 00:06:32.560 --> 00:06:39.680 Bro, that's awesome. We never did a second episode. That was the 93 00:06:39.759 --> 00:06:43.839 downfall of his personalities. He wasn't willing to just kind of flow. Everything 94 00:06:43.959 --> 00:06:46.629 had to be structured to him. Yeah, I might have been a military 95 00:06:46.709 --> 00:06:50.550 thing. Maybe that was drilled into him there or I mean, it would 96 00:06:50.629 --> 00:06:55.189 work with other people like that. I'm just not that kind of person, 97 00:06:55.230 --> 00:06:59.790 which is weird because we're both Aris is. So yeah, I get it. 98 00:06:59.870 --> 00:07:02.060 I got it from that point of view, like okay, you're a 99 00:07:02.139 --> 00:07:05.379 structure aries, but I'm not, and there's no way you're going to make 100 00:07:05.459 --> 00:07:10.060 me the same thing. There's no way I was going to make him unstructured. 101 00:07:11.139 --> 00:07:13.939 That's just how Ari's are. Just ahead. That was the headbutting issue. 102 00:07:13.939 --> 00:07:15.569 I'm like all right, cool. Yeah, all you can really do 103 00:07:15.810 --> 00:07:18.810 is make the suggestion of, dude, we're turning on the mics and we're 104 00:07:18.810 --> 00:07:23.209 just going to have a conversation like we didn't have mics around. Yeah, 105 00:07:23.290 --> 00:07:27.610 what I mean? Well, and I compared it to his fucking sports shows 106 00:07:27.649 --> 00:07:30.439 he always had on. Right, I might dude like that, like sports 107 00:07:30.480 --> 00:07:34.199 talk. It just not sports will be politics dot. It's like, yeah, 108 00:07:34.199 --> 00:07:36.600 I don't think I could do that, which, again, I guess 109 00:07:36.639 --> 00:07:40.439 if you're, if you're in your head in that sense, then you can't, 110 00:07:40.759 --> 00:07:44.310 because I get in my head, like I overthink everything, but when 111 00:07:44.310 --> 00:07:46.629 it comes time to letting a rip, I I don't know. I think 112 00:07:46.629 --> 00:07:49.509 it's just practice. I don't know, got to be when I was recording 113 00:07:49.589 --> 00:07:54.870 last night's podcast. I'm want you it's wanting to do it that way instead 114 00:07:54.870 --> 00:07:59.459 of just having a scripted structure to read. I mean, you might as 115 00:07:59.459 --> 00:08:07.899 well be a you might as well be a voiceover guy. HMM. Do 116 00:08:07.980 --> 00:08:11.259 you think it's the type of people? Do you think you could spend more 117 00:08:11.300 --> 00:08:18.370 time with people if they were different? That's actually very good question. Um, 118 00:08:18.730 --> 00:08:22.490 I have yet to, I guess, meet someone that really stimulates my 119 00:08:22.649 --> 00:08:26.209 brain to go God, I like hanging around you a lot, you know. 120 00:08:26.319 --> 00:08:31.120 Yeah, yeah, for sure, even after even people I like, 121 00:08:31.439 --> 00:08:33.679 after about three or four hours, I'm like, all right, it's cool, 122 00:08:33.879 --> 00:08:39.919 I'm ready to go. Yeah, totally, totally. It's not necessarily 123 00:08:39.000 --> 00:08:43.830 back home, but it's just to the next thing. See, you call 124 00:08:43.870 --> 00:08:46.870 it the next thing, I just call it like I just need some space. 125 00:08:46.710 --> 00:08:50.789 So whether it's but I don't think it's not necessarily space. Yeah, 126 00:08:52.029 --> 00:08:54.350 it's not necessarily space with me, because if I just change those people and 127 00:08:54.470 --> 00:08:58.500 move on to a different party, a different house, a different group, 128 00:08:58.580 --> 00:09:01.340 you know, to me that's enough. I because it doesn't have I don't 129 00:09:01.340 --> 00:09:03.299 have to go be alone, I just have to change. If I had 130 00:09:03.379 --> 00:09:05.059 that option, sure, I have to change, change scene. I got 131 00:09:05.179 --> 00:09:09.100 okay, this is don't have that option right now, especially being at this 132 00:09:09.259 --> 00:09:16.330 age, it's very difficult to you know, really exactly making new friends at 133 00:09:16.970 --> 00:09:20.970 is. That's a challenge. Man, fifty during the pandemic, where everyone's 134 00:09:22.009 --> 00:09:26.600 locked in your box. Well, there's a little bit of that in just 135 00:09:26.639 --> 00:09:31.399 I think there is a little bit also of what I'm talking about in other 136 00:09:31.519 --> 00:09:35.759 people as well, where they would just rather stare at their screen then you 137 00:09:35.840 --> 00:09:39.750 know, engage and have conversation. That's something that's also missing, is the 138 00:09:39.830 --> 00:09:43.669 conversation part. I you. You know me well enough to know I could. 139 00:09:43.710 --> 00:09:48.549 I could talk about just about anything. It's just a matter of where 140 00:09:48.710 --> 00:09:52.269 the stimuli comes from. If we have an argument grade, you know, 141 00:09:52.549 --> 00:09:56.100 maybe that's good lot conversation. In fact, when I get a house, 142 00:09:56.740 --> 00:10:16.250 I'm making sure it's going to have a conversation. And now back to the 143 00:10:16.330 --> wall.